i'm dead beat. but its a good kinda dead beat. i feel like i accomplished something today. this is how i want to spend my 8 months damnit.

had pract this morning for my contemp pas de deux. very very reminiscent of latin -.- which basically meant me yelling, and not alot of ppl listening. but it was good. didn't accomplish particularly alot. but its getting along. haha. i like rj's syf dance this yr (: not like our bamboo shit. but yes, missed my juniors mucho mucho. goldfish, viola, si en, yijing and even cheryl. haha, that girl ah. i always did like her the most.

mahjong at char's hse was FUN :D though the 2 stupid boys didn't turn up last min. but it was nonsense-ing with char & sheila (: and i won quite a few times! meeheheehee. and managed to cut down my losses to 10cents only. WHEE! and dinner with my family was great, esp since 2 su su and uncle hock came. which meant big angpows, champagne and alot of my type of convo.

i want to be spontaneous. to do things that i've been thinking about. or maybe that's just getting more guts. hmms.

i want to run. run into ...

and i'm looking forward to in the land of women. adam brody. yum yum. did i mention i have this thing for curly hair. ahahaha. have u seen hugh dancy, from the telemovie elizabeth 1. he was the VERY YOUNG lover of the 60 yr old queen elizabeth. luscious locks and all. my knight in shining armour (: hehehe.

i miss my mel.

: worn me down :: rachael yamagata :